This is my story, pieces of my life that ever happend recently.
When I was a little girl, my father often took me walking to many
places that never ever cross on my mind. He took my hand softly and
told me that life is so beautiful.
When I grew up, I realize that I love to go to many places. Explore,
and try to find something new. It not always fun, but I enjoyed a lot.
I love doing new thing, even I'm not always good at them.
And many times I did something stupid that risk my heart or often my life.
People said, my life so simple and full of joy. The way I walk, the way
I move, the way I laugh, smile, and talk so cheerfull. So light without
burden. Well, they just watch me in different point of view.
My journey just the same as with ordinary person. It wasn't always fun.
Sometimes I try so hard to hold my self, not being yeald a loud just
to ease my pain. Sometimes it success but a lot of times not. Sometimes
I get bored easily, and just runaway from thing. Lately, I often
feeling blue. Sitting in the corner of my room, and
think about my journey, my achievement, my need, my dream, my obstacle,
my mother, my work, my self, and manything.....
Never stop thinking why manytimes I can't say never, and made my head full
of thing that came up from other. Why I always hear them, and when I need
someone to talk to seem they doesn't have time for me. Why, they always need
me to around them, but not me? I tired, and am I wrong if just awhile I need
to be myself, and being selfish?
Heeemffff.....life is not fair sometimes, and we must know that
life is unfair sometimes. Keep moving, and rolling, that the best we could do.
I've learnt a thing or two along the way too.
I know, I am not perfect.
Well, so what if I'm not perfect anyway?
At least I try and give my best shot. I'll always bounce back by myself try again,
again, and again anyway. I run, fall down, crawling, walking, and than
running again.
One thing's for sure, I'll keep setting the bar higher, and higher.
I don't quite as far as where I wanted. Life made me independence, intelligence, beautiful, simple and real. And I know for sure that at the end, I realize that
I can't take all the problem by myself. I must admit that I need attantion,
and affections from other. I don't have to be affraid to confess that I am not
so independen like people thought.
Hiii...knock....knock.... hellllloooo... I am just an ordinary person too.
I don't have to apologize for being myself, and I won't regrat it.
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